Center of Gravity

this just in

• Finally got a week ahead on homework and while things won’t be smooth sailing per se, I won’t be pulling double duty which is about all I can ask for. I cannot wait to READ and watch a MOVIE it’s been like two weeks of just studying and sleeping. I also really need to clean my room. It feels like it’s not structured to suit my needs
• Did some budgeting this week and we’re on some legitimately tight margins for the foreseeable future. I’m remembering the low grade stress of not having a source of income and it’s freaking me out a little. Working on it
• Although my back is spiritually against the wall I have a sense of optimism about the future eg I’ve been in pickles before and I will again and I can do hard things and life has a way of working out yknow? I just need to keep my eyes open is all.

what’s on

• I saw Marty Supreme like two hours ago and I feel like I’ve been struck by lightning. What an incredible movie! I could scream it was so much fun. The character writing was some of the best I’ve seen and if I wasn’t sold on Mr. Chalamet before, I definitely am now
• Wrapped up Fallout Season 1 last weekend and I thought it was neat. I will be tuning in for season 2 when I find the time. Honestly I’m coming around on adaptations. Like, 80% of classic movies were based on movies or plays. We’ve been doing this for decades it’s fine I’m over it. Also, I think I hate TV shows less now. Marginally
• feminine adornments (julie)

lessons

• NSAID’s (Non-Steroidal Anti-inflammatory Drugs) Inhibit the COX-1 and COX-2 enzymes, halting the inflammatory response but also decreasing the regeneration of the mucosal stomach lining. Always eat with your ibuprofen!
• People get uncomfortable when I stop talking

the pull – 4 swords reversed

Sometimes you tell yourself you’re not ready when you know that you are. Why are you lying to yourself? Is it fear? Are you too comfortable? Are you hiding from something?

what’s next

• Vegetarian week
• San bernardino
• Hopefully a marty supreme rewatch
• Throwing out old art
• Restraint
• Consistent sleep